I guarantee that, while you're reading this, you're waiting for something

Quite an interesting post you guys are in for. This is supposed to be my last entree that is required, but who knows? Maybe this will be the blog I decide to keep. Only one way to find out, I guess. Let's rock this shit.
I'll put up a link to a song that was my favorite from ages 9-14:
Got The Life- Korn
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=emNahB_96JY

So, I guess I should mention my mental state at the moment. It's a mix of stress and worry, I guess you could say. Made a huge mistake in my relationship, and although all is forgiven and I am respected and trusted more for confessing, I still feel a decent feeling of guilt and shame. Will it ever go away? Hard to say. Only time will tell, I suppose. It could just be my anxiety and depression teaming up and fucking with my head. It wouldn't be the first time...

At least I have a concert to go to tomorrow. My best friend and I are seeing one of our favorite rap groups, Twiztid, tomorrow at First Ave., and I'm having mixed feelings towards it. He is upset with me over the forementioned situation, and my usual way of dealing with it is to let him get over it, but I worry that it won't be enough. I feel like I'm just whining, but this shit really bugs me. At least I can try to pretend to be happy at school and have people unknowingly comfort me with their jests and jokes and such. Sometimes, I feel like I'm only home with my girlfriend's family or at my school.
Pic related: It's Twiztid

At least I'm not who I was before, school and home-wise. I used to be disrespectful, lazy, ignorant, and apathetic jerk who just abused people's sympathies for my own gain. I honestly didn't care for myself, and I can admit that I've had less than pleasant thoughts about my future, but that's over now. I like who I am now, and the people I spend time with are good people. I mean, I hope they are.

This is it for the last part of this post. I pretty much AM going to post more often. This amuses me a decent amount, and who knows, maybe this will make someone happy someday, or at least, let them know that they aren't alone. You aren't, by the way. Trust me. I know shit